Wandered upstairs to ask her a question,
Entered the blue cold darkened room,
she was asleep so I came a bit closer,
placed my hand upon her cheek,
she was colder, darker, and just as blue,
as the early morning dimly lit room,
MY HEART STOPPED
What is this, how could it be?
This moment seemed to last an eternity
Suddenly a possible reality sunk in,
I removed my hand,
she was stiff, and her body shifted,
like a rock...All together not normal at all,
I bolted downstairs, and hollered, everything
now so fast, happening at once, then
MY HEART STOPPED
What is this, how could it be?
This moment seemed to last an eternity
They called, and they did come, the assistance
that we were looking for...Much too late...
My brain was racing so fast that this eternity
lasted forever, when the medic came before us,
he seemed to be in slow motion, and then he paused,
the look on his face was of sadness, then
MY HEART STOPPED
What is this, how could it be?
This moment seemed to last an eternity
The tear on the lid of my eye, held there,
like it was frozen in time, then,
suddenly the dream seemed over, my hopes died,
I looked to my hands, they seemed suddenly,
so real, so crisp, like this was the only reality,
like I had never seen it before,
MY HEART STOPPED
What is this, how could it be?
This moment seemed to last an eternity
Things seemed so harsh, so suddenly real,
My mind began to race again, and the world,
seemed a kaleidoscope of color all around me,
everything racing around, I found myself outside,
and then not home at all... Reality had finally sunk,
into my brain. She was truly dead, and I felt the cold on my hand.
MY HEART STOPPED
What is this, how could it be?
This moment seemed to last an eternity
As you can guess, this is about when I found my mother dead...
It startled me alot to say the least, and this is an accurate discrition
of the events.
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